I have to Define my purpose

I was busy searching and waiting for what’s out there for me. Working for this company to this company (I was like doin a company hopping and I better do bar hopping instead K). I hate what’s really happening, now I found out I have no clear purpose at all. Losing lots of things/people I treasure the most make my stubbornness worst. Guess what I am like “I have to DO this and take this” or “ grab this and do a trial and error”. Nah, Not again I’m wondering Where am I going. The long wait is f****** annoying, and I’m getting old urrgg.

 

I am now an EASY GO UNLUCKY. Hey, I’m alone not having somebody to talk with all the time makes my coconut dull. I read a lot but my heads simple logic is not working.. come on. I hate this.