Day 08: I have To decide

I'm in a hurry and been looking for job to earn. Two and a half hour at the lobby waiting for my final interview at 2am. I was sleepy and still decided to stay for a one process job interview. I was expecting thing will work out right. Sometimes I have this few regret of my decision on giving up on a job offer coz of graveyard shift, but still here I am trying out a nice shift sched Data ANalyst job post.

At around 3:30 am. The company offered a job order and/but contractual base only( for two months). My says I might like tryin this again. I am so sure i wanted to. I will start on 19th day of May and was thinking (this might be his gift.. let me try again this time).

SO I plurked about it. I have a job a day before my birthday but still I am UNDECIDED.

Arrived home at 4:00am and hit the cozy sheets.

"What I have learned here is don't say you're okay while you're not sure..

Wish me Luck,

Day 07: 80% of A Change Depends on Me

Boarding House.

I woke up 9 in the morning with hangover.

And Decided to clean my room and made some changes and design.for a change.

My fraternity brother treat me for dinner in good better best "good burger"

Was so blessed having him in my life. One of the best gift this year.

I been thinking too much and been plurking a lot today. On line friends and true friends makes me feel better than being bitter with my unfortunate situation with career and family.

I have one job interview on monday.. at 9PM.. its kinda weird having interview at night but I need to give it a try. 80% of my life was really defends on me.

"Mishaps are like knives, that either serve us or cut us, as we grasp them by the blade or by the handle"
– James Russell Lowell

Day 06: Drunk and Disturbed

Tunasan, Muntinlupa/ Sentro, Madison Squares
Aimee's Birthday

So It's mom and son's day today. We had lots of fun, we paint, play, wrestle and we fight (had just a little argument about my son's little pride)
It's good to feel having him in my life inspite of the distance and complication.


Then around 7 have to leave for aimee's birthday. Reach the Sentro Bar at Madison's Square at 830pm.
My friends Cerah, Tj, Aimee, Lorraine, ico, sir Ely, Boris and Coy from USAP marketing was there too. Celebrating Coy's birthday.

I'm so happy seeing those few good people in my life and it's one of the best gift this year.

I consumed 5 strong ice, 9 shots margarita in different flavors and 5 shots of badtrip. I do't wanna reached my limit.

Penny asked me to come over and join them. So glad she still remember my name and manage to call me in middle of the crowd. Mr Curls was there too, asking me to stay a little more. ahaha.

I received my first gift for my 25th birthday,a pink sexy undies from maricar.

Day 05: Social Networking Worth Living

Oranbo drive - Boarding house
plurk, YM, Facebook and Multiply Day


I'm busy chatting, searching, researching, downloading mp3 and Sound trip.
Met Angel Gabrielle, grace, dan at ala kwentang via plurk, they're cool youngster, active and full of challenge.

Word for the day: "Etuk"
- reversed word of CUTE; meaning "papansin, agaw eksena at arte"

Example:
" Anu ba G, masyado kang pa-etuk"

Day 04: Jason's Broken Heart Session and Reunion with RedHorse

It's Kuya Dodan's Birthday
San Roque - Kapitolyo


Just what I said I won't hit and miss without messing up the Ten Days of Silver Year.

Saw Jason looking for "Manong Fishball" then he invited us to join his mourning session with red horse. He and his girlfriend broke up just two days ago. So, its worth enough to spare just little time to a broken hearted friend.

Actually I had a great night, beer, ciamoy, jam and sound trip with bestbud Jer, Jason and Ron. It's been a year long since the last time I joined ron at inuman session.

We talk lots about Heart in Hands.

Though it's not that EASY but it's simple.."move on"

Day 03: Bowling Alley Mess

It's Maita's Birthday.

With the birthday girl, we decided to roam the mall and celebrate our birthday with friends. Instead of eating out for dinner, we play Bowling.

With Vince, Maita, Jer, Maricar, Pb, PJ, Rad, Gj and Aimee.

Im such a mess in that alley, I remember I almost failed my PE Class coz of bowling. I just can't figure out how to control that greasy heavy balls.

And witnessed one of the award winning love team drama series ever..ahhaa

Day 02: Coding won't suit me

nbo drive - Boarding house

I spent too much time editing a webpage.


Im in front of my Dell Lat for about 13hours just to work on webpage error fixing. I decided to give myself a try but at the end of the day i gave up. I hate to admit, Im not coder.

I just don't get it.

"kulang lang ako sa praktis"

Day 01: First of summer is never too late.

Laiya, Batangas - Virgin Resort


At the Beach.

I don't want to miss the summer of '09 and it's better late than never, I really wanted to taste the salty mist along the shore and toast my skin under the sun. and hanging out with friends. We rent a van to Batangas (c/o Toly) , arrived in Batangas for about 1o:30AM.

We tried Toly's Hooka Shisha, it's like puffing flavored smoke and its kinda healthy in a way but I still love marl more.

I want to try skim boarding too but I'm a like bok bok bokbok.

Around 6:30 we're on our way home, decided to try Kapeng Barako the pride of Batangas at Kappe Brako.


Looking forward for the next ten days.

i got to choose

it's moms day. just arrived after spending lots of time with my son.i just cant believe living life alone and away from him can be this hard.i prefer to let him stay with his dad coz im incapable. incapable to give me him better future.

its really hard living the place watching him sleep, while im taking my step out of his peaceful. home. while on my way to pasig, im wondering, what if it stays this way and he'll be fine with me visiting over the weekend but not everyday. but i rather of his good life and only his dad can provide.

i know it matters not that i cant stay around coz i know it's the best for my son and for both of them.

and i cant stay with his dad, i dont call this a pride. i call it 'lesson learned'.

a week ago i decided to keep this in private but now i better hide and shout anything to the world with mask on.

i cant sleep, i am weary.

its better this way. being alone savouring my unfortunate life than having somebody to share my agony with. and i find that situation too selfish. its selfish making somebody feel the pain and distress coz youre life is miserable.

happy moms day to my mom, to my sis, to my lola, to my bestfriend. to mommy.