Loosing the anger Gaining my Dreams again

I just dont get if I still have that so called pride. somebody says "hey just lose it all... your anger your pride your pain and build your dreams again". The fact that yeah I can start all over again. Its kinda tiring to start all over again. but what else to do.

I am bitter and all. but I wanna to be the best optimist in my own history.

Back in my life right now. I'm loving Eastwood Libis and everything in it. I'm embracing womanhood aside from getting older (yeah i know), im starting to like dresses, light and pastel color dresses and blouses. And also stiletto with matching lady bags and dresses.

let me guess. I thing Im in love. hahaha.